May Showers

It has been over a month since I posted. But my hands are getting weaker and it is getting harder to type.
I have been to several doctors this month. The first was at the UCSD clinic. They see my progression and asked if i needed anything. I met a VA doctor there, He was a good guy, just trying to find ways to help me. We went to the VA hospital, and they gave me a manual wheelchair. We went back a few days later to make sure I was enrolled. They recommended a home care nurse come by weekly. Atring liked that.

We went to the Children's Hospital in La Jolla. They have a great Muscular Dystrophy program, and as a part of that a great ALS chapter. A doc came in to examine me. He was a nice guy and did tests. We got a detailed analysis from him in the mail. He said I have less than a year to live. When I read that I said "horseshit." I do not think he took into account my will to live. I know that I have a lot to live for. And I enjoy life. Problems and triumphs are all a part of life. Problems are not a big deal to me, I see them and figure a way out, if I can. If I cannot solve it, I just forget about it.

I can still walk, although it takes a lot of assistance. I cannot talk, eat or swallow. I cannot get dressed alone. And my wonderful wife gives me my showers.

I will post more. I have but one life and I am going to live it the fullest.